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i think i should not have gone to visit other people's blogs.
i'm feeling terrible inside.
i need to talk to someone.
so i called estelle cos i always tell her all my troubles.
but she's bathing.
i called zhi ying.
she's out having class.
i called vivien.
no one answered the phone.
i hope estelle can see my SOS.
i think one of my weaknesses is that i tend to just shoot my mouth and say whatever i want to say without even thinking if i would hurt other people's feelings. be it my friends or family.
only when i've said something to hurt them, then i would realise it and regret.
ohman.
i know that's bad.
but.
i'm changing.
and changing is not easy.
my church teacher said that we need God to bring us to our lowest point of our life to change us.
i think i shall go do homework.