Rewind

"Why can't we go back to the past?"

I think my 14 years of life has been pretty wasted. I hate myself for giving up so easily.

I started playing the piano when I was 6, but I chose to give up at Grade 5 when I was 12.

I learnt swimming when I was 7, but I gave up swimming after obtaining Gold award when I was 10. At age 7, my swimming coach thought I had potential (yes believe it or not) and wanted me to join the swimming club so that one day I may make it into nationals. But my mum wanted me to focus on my studies (and don't want me to have flabby arms) so I didn't join. I always wondered if I had joined the swimming club last time, would I be the next Tao Li? Or would I be representing sg in the asian games right now?

-ok slap back to reality- it's impossible.

At Sec 1, I took Japanese as a third lang (for fun) and chose to give up after 1 1/2 years. AGAIN. Up till now, I felt a lil regretful, but when I see the others studying like mad for jap test, I'd gloat and be glad that I quit Jap a long time ago.

HAHA.

See how I always give up so easily? One of my biggest regret is that my parents didn't send me to any dancing class when I was young OR let me pick up a sport like badminton, tennis or wtv. Whenever I watch the Asian games, I'd always envy those athletes for being so good in sports.

I started playing the violin last year september, and i'm not planning to give up. No matter how much I dislike playing the violin, I made this choice myself. So this time I'm definitely not giving up. I'm gonna get my diploma by 2013. (don't laugh)

This has been a pretty emotional post, I just thought of posting this here to remind myself.