Blah. Feeling so troubled recently. I miss the post-eoy days when I was really trouble-free and not having to worry about anything. I do really wish to end my 4 years in Nanyang on a good note but I don't know what's with the wave of things happening right now. It's just like when everything seems to be getting better and I've mulled over it, it hits rock bottom again. Again and again. Although I feel so indignant about it, I feel like I can't do anything about it. Then again, I guess it was partially my fault. All the wrong decisions I made, I have to bear the consequences. I either swallow it or confront her bwahaha.
On a side note, EOY results were bad hahahaha. Overall results too. Fell below my expectations, cried a little, but as my dad said, "Can promote to JC can already lah" So yeah, could have done better but what's done is done and anyway who's ever going to look back at my Sec 4 results? Sometimes it's funny to think that we've studied and worked so hard for the past 4 years, but at the end of the day, who's gonna look at your sec school results? NO ONE. If you apply for uni, they're just gonna look at your A level results and your performance during interviews. As for now, I need to ace my Higher Chinese Os and then I can kiss goodbye to Chinese. Forever. (almost) #A1forchinese
I have so many things to do now!!! Practise violin, reschedule my Chinese tuition, buy prom dress (!!!), study Chinese and prepare farewell gifts!!!!!! Ok bye.
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