Thoughts

It's been a really long time since I updated this space. I realise that I do miss blogging. I'm back here partially because I need a break from work (procrastination at its best again) and I really need to pen down my thoughts. 

Since this is the first post of 2013, to sum up my JC life thus far, I guess everything is just a blur of homework, cca, family and friends. Life's been pretty hectic but manageable. 

I never realise how much I truly miss those times in Nanyang. How almost every single lesson is filled with joy and laughter (with Melissa up to her nonsensical trolling), how everyone in 407 can just get along so well, no conflicts or whatsoever, how I miss ms teo/suzy/berng/zheng/ms van dijk lessons. Most of all, I really miss being in a girls school. Those good ol' times (despite the fact how I always complain about the never-ending homework load) when I truly felt happy. 

I think I've changed since I entered JC. Not in a good way. I can feel myself falling into this deep hole and it's just so hard to break free of this bondage. All the things that's happening now, it's the consequences of my very own decision. It sucks to keep everything in, but I really can't tell anyone about it. It will be better this way. Just gotta suck it in, stop thinking about it, and move on. 

I felt troubled when I entered church today, but felt much better after the sermon. I could feel God speaking to me. Just gonna entrust God with everything, and trust that He will deliver me out of this, and give me the strength to survive this hectic school term. To think of it, I am truly blessed with everything that I have now, my family and my friends <3 div="">

This has been a long rant. I can hear Math and PW calling out to me "come back come back to me". Bye.