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I want to pen down whatever is going on in my mind right now while it's still fresh in my mind.
Well, maybe you were right. I've changed because of this. And now, thinking back, I don't know what I've become.  I wish I can keep all my feelings in check, but sometimes it's so hard to control. Honestly, I hate how I am now. This is not the old me anymore. What have I become?

I don't like all these unhappy thoughts.
Because I want to be happy. Like how I used to be.
Maybe the solution is not to let things affect me so easily anymore.